sand in my hair, sand everywhere third attempt at sleep 10:17 am baking under a negligence yolk -coloured reminder of the clarity that slips its arm into hindsight's alterior motives operates on pretence playful like the ocean breathes overtop of this cocoon as i consider ennui and eunoia --siblings tugging at a serpent eating another serpent's tail forming a yin yang out of which aliens with strong, firm buttocks climb out-- just as we scrambled into each other as irregular strobe lightning pushed for a wet and well-lit threesome; despondent seeks gentle hands interested in ball gags and timing at long last, the goal in sight a gain